i need you more than you think.

B, if you're reading, can we talk? I miss talking and hanging out with my best friend, and right now I could really use a friend.
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Had the most brutal and painfully honest htht last night. Talked alot, cried alot, and the future is still as scary as ever. I know what I signed myself for when I said 'yes', and sure it is nowhere near rational or sane in a cost-benefit-analysis, but I really like you. And I'm not ready to give this up.

I'm gonna be kinda upset and it will def take me some time to be more confident about the nature of our relationship. Love me anyway, will you?

It hasn't been easy. In all honestly, there has been so much doubt and insecurity recently, and it've been really rough for me.
The next couple years ain't gonna be a walk in the park, but still.. I want to do this relationship-commitment thing with you. For a long time.

I want to kiss you
(Even when you annoy me,)
all day endlessly.

I wrote a haiku to declare my love for you, how romantic!
While your pseudo-poem for me only has one line: I love you L.
Silly boy, how do you make me smile so easily?


I know you told me that you'll draw the lines more clearly, but I still can't help but panic a little inside. Please tell me I can trust you. Don't let me down G. Other than that, the past few days was a dream. I love spending time with you, with lots of cuddling in my room cos the haze is stopping us from going out to pah tuo. Reminds me of the good old days in Rice. Why can't you just stay here forever? :(

Meeting you after work later yay! Can't wait!

"And all I feel in my stomach is butterflies, the beautiful kindMaking up for lost time, taking flight, making me feel right"
That's how I feel when I see you (again). And really, this feeling never gets old.

I fell in love not with the grand gestures, but with the little things you do. 

Sorry if I made you worried. We'll go to the doctor's tgt next week and everything will be fine, I promise.